Suicide and the world

It’s depressing when you’re depressed or suicidal. Though it is even more depressing when you are and reach out to people only to be shot down. 

What I can’t understand from the masses is them sitting there with this around them every time they interact with people. Acting as if they care, but really don’t. 

But they think it makes them someone watching Netflix “13 Reasons why.” All while the person next to them is depressed. 

Ignorant to what’s displayed, said or expressed by the depressed to the masses. 

Instead, personally would I get told I’m a liar or faking it by my spouse or when I was younger and my first and only hotline I called, I was told to deal with it before I expressed my issue. They said I had already called in and they knew my voice. 

So what about our 13 reasons why!?! When’s someone gonna listen about that instead of watching a god damn tv show about a girl who killed them self because of how the masses treated them?

The Moon 4/6/2017 @ 5:58 PM

My main question to those who believe in the system and NASA would be, if the moon and sun are out at the same time, why isn’t the moon ever full until its last phase? How can you stand there looking at the sun, then the moon at the same time. Then not ask yourself how the moon cannot just be full all the time whilst in the sky along side the sun. Nothing blocking the moon. Nothing preventing light from literally getting to the surface of the moon. The system would have you believe something other than whats straight from the eye!DSCN1978

Food for thought

For those who haven’t put 2 and 2 together with everyday things. 

This seemed like a well put together explanation of the matter. 

The Truth? If you have 40 minutes to spare then click on the hypertext and be open minded. 

Sunset I Missed… 3/21/2017 @ 8 PM

Today, stuck in traffic I missed one of the sunsets I had been waiting for to explain many things. The clutter of the human world and rat race prevented me from achieving the pictures that I wanted to take. Despite the points I would of made on the sun and how what you had been taught is BS, all I can think about is all those people who were probably complaining about the sun being in their eyes on their commute home. Ignoring the awe inspiring sight of the sun and all its glory.DSCN1456


Any how, the actual shape of it today wasn’t normal. Racing around and trying to get the best vantage point, I finally pulled over at the last second and snapped some shots from my side mirror. Here is what I could get in the situation I was in with traffic and human clutter.DSCN1457


I’ve been many places around the United States. But what I have on my plate these days are these Lubbockians. I swear if you are visiting Lubbock Texas then beware of the drivers. It’s chaotic on the streets and their roads are wacked. The loop 289, death trap. I can’t even begin to tell you how many times I’ve seen “guardrail damage” signs. Accidents in general, and people just being idiots. Even to the public transportation. 

I will post more on this.